Some habits don't leave you because you leave some part of yourself in it, and when you revisit them, its not just the dust that falls of but also your memories, your innocence and your genuineness when you first picked it up.
This is the reason books become more thicker when you finish them, because you tend to leave your emotions between the pages, when you rewind the few seconds because the part that used to make you feel somethings now just doesn't, its just that, it becomes more complicated when you do that with humans because unlike books, humans aren't all sweet and nice, and you can't rewind humans like they were before.
I just can't wait to meet someone who would make me realize that i was never asking for too much, but that's a delusion for another day.
Sooo I won't say that I'm very exited to get back to college but i will say that I'm exited to meet 'some' people and yes!, how could I forget, I'll finally get to see "her", but again I don't wanna bore you with that romantic bullshit ( i just don't have the energy to yap right now you will suffer the wrath later).
i don't really write poetry in English because it feels bland to me but i gave it a shot yesterday, see for yourself and give me a heads up in the comment,
I remember when i first saw you,
it kinda feels like tomorrow,
i know nothings changed,
but it was never the same,
every time when i see you ,it feels like you're the one..
every time when i see you it makes me smile,
every time when i see you this thought comes in my mind....'
wanna see you first thing in the morning, last thing in the night before i close my eyes...
Ok now i know its pretty bad, but then again not my language, not my fault.
i promise i'll try my best to keep up and write more, you can reach out to me on elusive_zahid
