Not a single day goes by, without making me regret every single thing i did, December sadness is real, and even you are not forgiving for that matter.
there are days when i miss you a bit more, more than usual, when i see you across the hall, laughing with everyone else but me, i miss us a bit more...
When you bask in sunlight and your eyes turn brown, i miss the hope in your eyes, hope you once had for me...
Between us,
stands everything in this universe and nothingness of the abyss,
between us,
stands a bleak moment and a fulfilled lifetime,
between us, is the biggest what if,
all i could hope for and none i could hold on to,
let god be the witness of my heart, for it held nothing but love for you,
wish we could go back to what we once were, not friends, not classmates, but strangers...
your absence is so heavy that its becoming a presence, eating me from inside, hope this was worth it.
