𝘽𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙨, 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙬𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡....

I had a really special reason to write this, for past few days, I've been getting text from people struggling with their mental health and even now they prefer talking about it to a stranger on the internet rather than opening up to their friends, family or close ones only because of the fear of getting judged by them and i think it's a valid feeling because not all of us are born with a comforting environment around us.

I get it, you don't want to feel weak around your loved ones, I get it, you think your father deserved a strong son, your mother deserved a emotional child, your siblings deserve a mature person who they can look up to, your friends deserve someone who would be there for them in tough times but in all of this mess please dont forget even you deserve to be happy or atleast content with what you do, do it because you want to,not because someone else wants you to, you wouldn't put someone else's life above yours then why put their opinion, no one knows how your life works except you. 

We go on pursuing big goals thinking if I reach high enough maybe the voices will stop chasing me but what we don't know is,these are just coping mechanisms made by our mind to protect us from our fear that maybe we are the one's carrying these voices in our heads. 

External goals and accomplishments won't and were never meant to heal our inner wounds and scars. 

You and I both need to make peace with the fact that there's no miracles, no mercy, no redemption, no higher power coming to save us... Just us people. 

Some day someone will find you and accept you the way you are, take you in with all your scars and heal them for you. 

Everytime we ask for something we think that it's too much, it's absurd, or why would they do it for me until you find someone who does all of it naturally,without complaining, that's when you know you've been knocking on the wrong door, but for all of this to happen, you need to be around, right? 

So keep looking.... 

And tell me how's it going 𝙤𝙣 elusive_zahid

Mr conscious logging out 

Until next time

𝙏𝙊 𝙈𝙔 𝙁𝙀𝙇𝙇𝙊𝙒 𝘽𝙔𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙉𝘿𝙀𝙍𝙎....

 To my fellow bystanders, I see you 

The definition of a bystander on google is someone who sees something happen without being involved in it but i think of them as people who have their own shit going, they might be your friends who laugh at your joke but never try to make a on joke on something by themselves, we never appreciate them for who they are, for some reason we always want them to come out of there comfort zone or the so called "shell" But what we fail to understand is that they're needed more than we think. 

Because what is the point of cracking a joke if someone's not there to laugh at it, you could be the best comedian or the best singer but no one would choose to hear you if everyone had that main character energy, if everyone thought that 'they' need to crack a joke then no one would be left to laugh at it.

I know many people in my life whether they're my friends or family who are not that ambitious regarding their lives, people who have small dreams, not materialistic but emotional and i respect them for that because they always inspire me to write, write from them, write for them and most importantly write about them.

So to my fellow bystanders or as I would like to call them "my inspiration" you're not just a part of the crowd, you ARE the crowd and Even if you feel you've always been someone's shadow,or you're not important enough,you're wrong, trust me the spotlight's always been on you the whole time 

That's it for today, I hope you're doing well and I look forward to listening your feedback on:elusive_zahid

Mr. conscious logging out

Bye until next time......

𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙍𝙀𝙎𝙏 𝙒𝙃𝙊 𝘼𝙍𝙀 𝙉𝙊𝙏 𝙐𝙎....

 All of us think that we're the main characters of our movie or the lead of our play, the one with free will, but have you ever while sitting by your window shades, thought what would it be like to be the one who always gets sidelined in the group, the one who always goes home early, did you ever think what it would be like to be a side character for once, or just an extra in a movie,.... 

Whenever we imagine a world with super heroes we tend to always think of ourselves as savior for the less fortunate, we imagine what it would be like to throw cars at villains but what if you're the one with no super powers, the one who's car gets thrown, imagine you bought a new car ,it didn't fit in your budget so you took a loan for it but fuck all that because you know it wouldn't matter when you see your wife and children enjoying in the very car but one morning you wake up and see hulk picking up your beautiful car, throwing it at some monster AND HE FUCKING MISSES!!! imagine what that would feel like!!! 

So today I want you to meet Mr conscious 

He's not a stranger to you, even though you've never met him before you've always felt him in your heart, every time you got sidelined for someone else, every time you had to make a sacrifice for someone even though they didn't do shit to deserve it, every time you made efforts for them even if they weren't worth it, 

He's the voice that kept screaming YOU DESERVE BETTER but you kept ignoring him for someone else's validation until you couldn't.... 

I'm gonna share a few stories every day about class of people who are generally sidelined or not considered useful or important in stories because I had time on my hand 

I just hope you like reading my perspective of these characters

See you tomorrow.. ...

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