𝘽𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙨, 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙬𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡....

I had a really special reason to write this, for past few days, I've been getting text from people struggling with their mental health and even now they prefer talking about it to a stranger on the internet rather than opening up to their friends, family or close ones only because of the fear of getting judged by them and i think it's a valid feeling because not all of us are born with a comforting environment around us.

I get it, you don't want to feel weak around your loved ones, I get it, you think your father deserved a strong son, your mother deserved a emotional child, your siblings deserve a mature person who they can look up to, your friends deserve someone who would be there for them in tough times but in all of this mess please dont forget even you deserve to be happy or atleast content with what you do, do it because you want to,not because someone else wants you to, you wouldn't put someone else's life above yours then why put their opinion, no one knows how your life works except you. 

We go on pursuing big goals thinking if I reach high enough maybe the voices will stop chasing me but what we don't know is,these are just coping mechanisms made by our mind to protect us from our fear that maybe we are the one's carrying these voices in our heads. 

External goals and accomplishments won't and were never meant to heal our inner wounds and scars. 

You and I both need to make peace with the fact that there's no miracles, no mercy, no redemption, no higher power coming to save us... Just us people. 

Some day someone will find you and accept you the way you are, take you in with all your scars and heal them for you. 

Everytime we ask for something we think that it's too much, it's absurd, or why would they do it for me until you find someone who does all of it naturally,without complaining, that's when you know you've been knocking on the wrong door, but for all of this to happen, you need to be around, right? 

So keep looking.... 

And tell me how's it going 𝙤𝙣 elusive_zahid

Mr conscious logging out 

Until next time