...And by 'it' I mean my job...
Hi guys, welcome to another chapter of A day with an Artist, so, yes, I have officially quit my job, I'm really sorry that this is how you're finding out about this, but hehe.
There is no reason for me to lie here, this is our personal space and I'm not lying when I say this, did I do this for money? hell no, but for a better opportunity? yes, I still don't have another job offer in my hand, and honestly, not looking for one.
Will I get another job? will i dive back into law? or will i live my life weekends to weekends performing in different cities? I don't know and that is the beauty of it, there are unending possibilities and among them, i cannot bring myself to be confined in certainties.
Not even kidding, this job was the best I could get, couldn't have asked for more, the work culture, the people, even the pay actually, too good for someone like me. I could've spent a life here in some other lifetime, but not this time.
My commitment issues have wrecked a lot of things for me, I knew this was going to happen eventually, because the idea of peace, of settling, of routine, just doesn't sit right with me.
Sure, it is scary to not know what's going to happen tomorrow, but its more scary looking back at life and all your days look the same, wake up, go to college/office, have lunch, work a bit, get off then get back home, thats like 90% of your day gone, because the remaining doesn't mean much, there's surely more to life than that right?
I cannot go on this, this is not a parting note, also not a resignation mail for my peeps, you might find me working in some other office in a few months but don't think of me as a hypocrite or I might leave this field itself and never look back but even then don't think of me as a coward, childish, arrogant kid, hell bent on wasting opportunities, I'm just a kid and this is my first time here too. I might not make the right decisions like u did, but my wrongs will be surely mine.
"kahin pohochne ke liye, kahi se nikalna bohot zaroori hai,
waqt rehte nikal lena chahiye, warna gile shikwe hone lagte hai"
I'll see u someday again, I'll write to u soon enough...
and in case i don't see ya, good afternoon good evening and good night....
~The Truman show
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