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Hi!!!!! long time no see? kamaal karte ho yaar, kabhi khud bhi kuch likh ke bhej diya karo, khair...

Finally! done with exams, I'll tell you legit there was this one moment when i was writing and i laughed while looking at my answers, the sheer conviction in absolute bullshit, i would've done numbers while they were creating religions.

I can tell you one thing for sure, the examiner will surely learn something from this, the best thing about exam season is the sudden change in my Instagram feed, the way it takes a complete 360 turn from rap and poetry to spirituality and humanity is not real.

The way I start saying shit like, "insaniyat hi sabse bada dharm hai", "kisi ke sawaal se mujhe kya, mujhse sawaaal meri niyat ka hoga" and what not? i remember this one instance, when i said to my mum ke "we're human beings, not human doings" you know this is some Osho level shit I pulled here, the only difference is that i said this after i forgot to flush after i came out of the toilet. 

I love citing some irrelevant quote in the conversation just to make everyone awkward, i remember saying "sometimes, what we cherish becomes the most fragile part of us", i said this to my 10 year old sister after she dropped her cotton candy (teaching em young).

But it is true, I cherish you guys, the way you take your time and read whatever bullshit I throw at you, the way you think "his thoughts deserve my attention", I'm flattered in my deepest sense, but it also true that its quite easy to lose you guys, there'll be a day when I won't write anymore, and you guys would just think that maybe I'm suffering from writer's block but in reality, I would be long gone. This is what keeps me up at night, the thought of never being enough, in terms of favoritism, I never won.

But all I can do is cherish you guys while I have the time, all I know is that tomorrow another kid will come back home after playing, see Virat Kohli batting and fall in love with cricket, just like I did in 2016 (i know its not relevant to the topic but i just can't shut up about that man)

I have met some wonderful people in my life up till now, last year, went up on the stage for 60 times, more than I have ever been, I got into this college where I met the love of my life, then realized love's not for me, then I got this job which made me financially independent but also made me realize ke C-type ke sirf charger nahi hote, all of this happened in the span of one year, and I cannot be more grateful for it, maybe this is what it means to be God's favorite child.

Hope u like what you just read, tell me in the comments about yourself and your journey, hope to see u again someday and get to know you, maybe as a stranger. 

Mr. conscious signing out.

@elusive_ppoet