Life isn’t all sunshine and rainbows, there are dark phases which take over your life in an instance leaving you in an abyss making you feel hopeless, making you feel like everything has ended already and all you can do is watch while all of it slips out of your hand.
it destroys you from within because maybe for you its
different, maybe it matters so much to you that you can’t even explain it to
others while for them its less than worthless and its completely fine, not
everyone was raised like you were, not everyone gets you and that’s fine, as
long as you feel good in your heart, as long as you don’t walk with a regret in
your mind, as long as it doesn’t take a toll on your conscious, its fine.
Because those moments make us who we are, those dark
phases of your life show you that you were the light all along, don’t blink
when the abyss stares back at you.
it doesn’t matter if everything has ended in your mind,
because you can rebuild it if there’s hope in your heart.
Now moving on to my current favorite topic, the
concept of “moving on”, first of all a hoax concept made by the corporates so
that you can’t produce good art, don’t move on because you have to or because
others are telling you to but because you know that there’s nothing in this
moment to feel now.
For instance, I never move on from something unless I’ve
written every poem, blog or rap about it that I could, or if I think I can make
it funny or unless I’ve told every person I’ve known in my whole life( fuck
silent battles, again, a corporate agenda so that HR doesn’t have to work) and
also because you can’t really move on unless 50-60 people are telling you to,
then it becomes fun.
My favorite part about trauma is telling about it to
so many people that it escalates to an actual problem which I have to deal with
but now at least 20 people are involved now so I don’t have to deal with it
alone hehe.
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